Doug Losing Weight


Time to Start Counting
May 5, 2010, 6:42 pm
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Ok.  One more week closer to the end of the Biggest Loser, and I heard it again.  In fact, of the whole show I remember them being so inspirational to the participants in the 5k, and this one quote…

“You have to count every calorie that goes into you”.

Bob was talking to a woman that needed to lose five more pounds to get to her goal, but it seems like every time I watch the show, I hear that phrase in one way or another.

Generally I’ve found in life that when one certain thing keeps making itself “heard”, keeps making itself manifest to me, it tends to be an answer to some question I have, or don’t know I have yet…

Did that make sense?

Well my delete key is broken, so I’m not going to edit it.  But what I’m saying is I think the fact that I keep hearing “count calories” in my life, and I’m on this quest to find a way to lose this weight…  well I’m taking it as a sign.

I think I’ll go back to http://www.myfooddiary.com/ and pay the $9 a month.  I don’t love it, but I hate everything else I’ve tried.  In the past it’s helped to regulate my food intake when I’m keeping track of everything going into me.  At least I can go back and see my history and where I need to do better.

I know what you’re thinking – c’mon Doug, can you really count calories for the rest of your life?

I hear you.  The way I see it is I need to really slow down, take a look at what I’m doing, and start to form some new habits.  Once the new habits are formed, I’ll take off the training wheels and try to live like a big boy again.

Until then, I start logging what I eat.

Now what would really be interesting is if I could take a Facebook approach to this.  That is publish my food diary for the world to see.  I wonder if I’d think twice about those pop tarts when I knew that all four of you that read this would see it –

I suppose I could just add it to the blog, but that would be a pretty intensely boring blog I must say…

Off to log my calories for the day…



“you’re just kind of mean”

Quote from my wife… “you’re just kind of mean”.  Sigh.

Yesterday I had a shake in the morning, chocolate and frozen berries.  Blender doesn’t work very well with thick mixtures, so I drank it room temp.  I take supplements from Mellalueca too.  That was breakfast.

About 1:00 I went to Panda Express.  White rice, orange chicken, brocolli beef for lunch.

Orange about 3:00.

6:30 I roll into home, drink another shake.  Vanilla with a peeled orange in it.  More supplements.  I make this one thin so I can make it cold (grinding ice into it) so there are three 8 oz. glasses to drink.  I feel full, no doubt.

Family night so one of the boys made “muddy buddies” and I have a couple of handfuls of them.

So how many calories is that?  300 for the shakes, what do you think?, um 700 for lunch.  So I’m under 2,000 calories for the day.  But I think I’ve done well.  I’m not starving, I controlled my moment of weakness somewhat when I got home and saw those muddy buddies –

Then my wife comes to bed.

“Are you feeling ok”?

“Sure, why?”

“You’re just kind of mean”.

Sigh.

Is it the fact that I’ve been feeling achey and tired for 14 weeks?  Is the head cold that is just about gone?  Is it the fact that I’m working out in the mornings again so I’m exhausted when I get home?  Is it the 66% of calories I should be eating according to some sources?

It’s hard when you think you’re doing good, and your significant other takes it upon themselves to tell you maybe not so much.  Your totally together, totally skinny, totally in control of her physical existence significant other.

It just feels like I only have one wheel on the track at any given time – barely in control.  Tell me this will get better.